Tonight I finally realized that if I don't open my heart I'm going to never feel better.
I've committed to this so I need to go at it whole heartedly.
I'm going to do something to mark the day I put to rest my bad attitude and list things that I'm really, really grateful for..
-My lovely husband and the past 4 years that I've gotten to know everything about him.
-His efforts in always making me happy. Even if that means eating McDonalds with me every day.
-My kind hearted, great mom for letting me be who I want, no ma
tter how weird that was.
-My lovely sister.
-Both my puppies.
-My new flat and all the gifts people have to given to make this home.
-My dad, for always making me laugh.
-The opportunity to start fresh in Australia...but always having Ohio as my home.
-The spiritual guidance and great friendship I get from my best-friend Courtney.
-Never being able to understand Hannah Johnson, but loving her enough not to care.
-The love hate relationship I have with Taylor. (mostly love)
-Sleep
-A personal God
-Laughter
-Swimming on hot days
-Plants for making my house more homey.
-Gay night clubs to go dancing at with Kyle
-Harry Potter, Perks of being a wallflower, An egg on three sticks
-Fireworks
-Alison for being so different from me but being there not matter what I needed.
-Broken social scene.
-The game Clue (& game nights with Becki and Drew)
-But most of all I can't say enough, I'm so thankful for Trey and the wisdom he shares, and the truth he speaks. And how encouraging he is to me.