Party Monster

I've been sitting in my room for awhile in silence. My husband's in silence too. Can you die of boredom?

He told me today I'm bringing him down. Because all I do is talk about going home. I hope it goes away.

I just fear absolutely everything here. The snakes, the lizards, the people. Yesterday my only friend here Rachel washed off in my shower and while she was in it a man was watching her through the window thats in the bathroom. Now I'm scared of everything in our flat.

I wanna watch party monster. I need to get over the fact that my life isn't going to be like that movie anymore.

Ps...I've never hung my laundry before but now I have to it. Its so hot here they dry instantly.

I just want Trey to know that I'd be happy where ever we went as long as he was with me. I can honestly say that my happiness with him will never change.

Meal Plans

I want food from the states so bad.

I've began making a mental plan of the m

eals that I'm going

to eat in order when I get back.

I'm going to take the first day to have a buffalo chicken wrap from Putters.

Second day: All McDonalds because its so expensive here. First breakfast burritos then double

cheeseburgers then big Mac.

Third day Chipotle and then SKYLINE.

Last day boneless wings from toots with curly fries.

I know its worlds most unhealthy meal plan but it sounds so good.

Australia's aren't in to spicy food. It's killing me.

Its the rainy season here so for the past week and half its be

en a downpour. Its nice though, its actually cool.

Gosh I feel like all I do is complain. I'm just having one of those moments where you're life God why did you

send me to this place?

I've been really missing my friends.

This is the sound of settling

I've almost been in Australia for a month. And things are pretty much going exactly how I thought that they would. Everyone knows my husband and NO one knows me..So when they don't know my name they call me 'Treys wife' which I could do without. Adjusting to the heat is something else..I am melting and with no air con in the house I am dying. Enough complaining though its helping Trey and I grow stronger in our marriage and talk things out a lot more. I have met a new friend here that I can tell will be around a long time. As for the ywam base its overwhelming. I've never been in an environment where prayer is used for everything but its amazing how much it works. (God is really moving here)

Trey and I were having issues so when we made time for each other to just have alone time one of the other boys living here on base gave us $50 just to bless us because he was praying and thats what he was told to do. I haven't even mentioned everything everyone gave to us the first week. (A tv, dvd player, wash cloths and towels, a hair straighter.) Upon coming here and figuring out that their wattage system is way different than ours I went to blow dry my hair and flames blew out the end.

Also I forgot to mention that we got our work duties and mine is in the kitchen. Which is so awesome because for the longest time I wanted my own bakery and now every time we have a desert to make its my job.

I haven't laughed like I used to in a long time, I wonder when I will again.